Jumat, 05 Februari 2010

saying sorry is not conveyed

I was made dizzy by a friend who now is speaking not clear to me. And today I'm not so Mod. "Come Tania! We made a request that we didulis dikertas and input into a capsule box! Please, I want only the two of us who do that. Are not you also have a desire? ", Said Cilya my friend." Nagging really, ah!! ", I yelled annoyed. "I told you, I do not want to do that like the little boy, Cilya!! Basic, Stupid!! ", I shouted with such fury that had besar.Wajah Cilya cheerful, changed dramatically with the full face asked. He looked at me with a sense of worry and sad faces began muncul.Aku just leave CiLya was my best friend who has become so annoying. I was upset with him. Indeed I have a wish, but do not have to melakuakn that, right?! Sucks! A week passed, I was still at each other and not talking to each other with Cilya. In my heart began to appear with guilt and regret. Why do I fight with Cilya just because a trivial matter? In the Bus after school, I saw Cilya with a sad expression, similar to what I feel right now. I want to say the word 'maaf'_ku right now, but not so. My guilt is too big and hurt Cilya can not cover up the word sorry from me sekalipun.Wajah Cilya innocent and full of smiles now changed just because kegoisanku. Old thinking, I was determined to start tomorrow I'm going to apologize to Cilya and I do not care about the word 'maaf'_ku will olehnya.Tapi accepted or not, it's too late. I was shocked by the yellow flag was displayed in front of the house Cilya. What happened? I walked slowly toward the house with the heart not karuan. I think people died tunya, but it's dead Cilyalah. Last night he was hit by a car while crossing the road home from the park. Said his parents, he went there to write something. With a flash, I remembered with what Cilya said the other day, he wanted to 'bury a capsule in the request box'. I also ran into the park with tears streaming down my cheeks. Then, seeing the former galihan akupun near trees. I quickly dig and keep digging, I'm sure Cilya would bury permintaanya here. Capsule dull white box with a sense of nervous I get. I started to open a piece of paper, read, and the tears started flowing again. Apparently Cilya writes, 'If there is a demand that can dikabulakn, I only ask that Tania wishes come true'. The weather is sunny in the morning now turned into clouds, rain came down and think sesalku keep flowing. I stood up straight with your hands held on to the paper, and kept staring at the funeral Cilya why he left it before I said the word 'sorry' to him, and why the last face I see Cilya is a sad face. Perhaps the bitter memories and a sense of this will continue sesalku I remember all my life. However, memories together will always be Cilya the most beautiful memory of my life, selamanya.Tuhan, if there is a demand that can be granted, I only hope he received asking disisimu and deliver a million words sorry for him.
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Rain! Although only the mists, but cold enough to make the air in Malang this afternoon. The program and the rain reminds me of someone. last year someone at my side. with me through the days together. yes! Tungky. cowo tall basketball captain at my school and loved by many women in sekolahku.namaku Cheyya. a girl who was very cool to some. can not say no feelings. I was one of the schools in the Christian high school in my town, a pretty elite. These days there is a mixture of a basketball game between classes. I am including in the field of basketball talent. therefore, I became captain of the girls basketball team at school. These days going to match the same class in science 2 children, Tungky class. "Che, we'll be masters ngadepin lho basketball." Sherly said when I confirmed my shoelaces. "No big deal.'re In our class, too much basketball to be a master. You're not used to not be discouraged. Not mean reply 2 kids science largely bakaln member basketball team won a landslide victory. Makany we must be compact. Do their own ways . " I said that was serious to justify my shoelaces .*** game ended with a landslide kemengan XG, my class. at home, "uh, not the name loe Cheyya? basketball captain's daughter?" asked a cowo rese. "Mank napa?" I asked, sarcastically. "I'm not triman loe ngalahin my team who obviously there Tungky, the captain's son. Loe must cheat!" he became furious. 'Loe gak trima?? " I challenged. "Clear!" said the boy again. "let's re-match! but cuman us both!" I said that was a sarcastic tone. "Averse! Tungky loe ma!" pointing ucapanya me. "OK! I trima! now. in the field of school!" I feel relieved as they left the school. found in the field have been waiting Tungky school, the basketball captain. "I denger, you are the most ignorant people on this earth. But why would kok-maubnya accept the challenge of a servant as I am?" Tungky asked, ngerendahin me. I do not answer the question tungky. I immediately took the ball from his hands and straight shooting. "Owh, but ignore it, you also can not talk!" he said again. "Bulshit! Want to fuck sich loe, ky?" I looked sharp, clear eyes. full of warmth. "I pengennya Cheyya you're so old I know. Chryya who always smiled. Cheyya that does not have feelings. Cheyya who ignore it do not want to know about! buykan that Che!" shouted shrieked my ears. "Loe not know why I changed! Must not aja loe blurted out" I yelled at Tungky not lose. he menhampiriku. I held tight as he said softly. "Che, why you should like this?" she asked affectionately. "This all your fault, ky! Why you lef me when you knew I was you really need?" I sobbed dalm arms Tungky. "I'm sorry Cheyya. So my parents wanted. I could not my parents ngelawan. Ngertiin you can I position are you?" she said softly. makes my heart melted. "I anther home yuk!" tungky off her arms and hold my hand tightly down ini.esok morning afternoon evening, my school in an uproar because of the news as it happened I Tungky. "Che, how you can be invented as the story tungky tu gimana?" sherly asked when we would practice basketball together. "Kyky actually you've just 2 years ago invented. But because Kyky move, yes we lost communication. Kyky is why you catch up here. Kyky here was when diem aja. Would I yes diem. But yesterday we go now." I explained, gently. "Hahaha ... weird way lu Che alus so. Usually too cold." Sherly komnentar. I hany smile .*** jaln year I just had Kyky. These days we are going back to madiun. ngerayain all the same natal temen in Madiun. but this afternoon uadh a Tungky not get me. suddenly my hp rang. on the screen looks namakak Odhy, Tungky brother. "yes hello kak." I said. "Deck to hospitals hope you love it so. Important!" kak telfon odhy closed. yes I would not want to tu deh dateng Hospital. in front of room 2709, Tungky ngumpul terlhat family. Tungky Where? thought. I went back aunt, mother Tungky. "mah, Tungky why?" I asked. aunt did not answer back. but he pulled me into the white room. I saw Tungky lying there weak. "ky, you what?" I asked. my eyes became warm and clear beads flooded my cheeks. "I'm sorry, Che. I never want to say to you kaloaku have leukemia. Sekrang time and I've been. I'm going home. But I promise, we will be together again in heaven. I love you Che. Sayang banget. I pengen hug you! " katanyaterbata-brick. I approached him, and hugged him. "'ve Che, do not cry. I'm not okay!" he said. "I love you, ky. I do not want you ninggalin me." I held her close, so I feel Tungky not breathe lagi.sampai today. I still remember his smile. that always makes me smile could not to forget. I love you, Ky! forever ...